I say this, maybe one day, for many different reasons.
Let's see maybe one day I'll be able to get this butt injury healed and workout again. Oh sure I can work my upper body, but as I lay in bed last night pondering over what this day would bring, I remembered how my days (obsessively) revolved around exercising. I thought, I'll get up and work my upper body like crazy, then this very vivid, very scary image entered my mind. The dog, can't remember his name, you know the cartoon character one. The one always chained to the dog house, usually sleeping until Jerry (Tom's friend/enemy) ran past him. Remember him? Well he was all upper body and nothing at the bottom. I pictured myself as HIM and it was not a pretty picture. Although, with this Boom, Boom, Pow I got going on in the lower half, I know I would never resemble that Bulldog or whatever he is, I decided not to focus on just my upper body. Let it go Wendy, just let it go for now.
Can't do cardio either. So what the H, E, double toothpick am I supposed to do. Can't work. Can't paint the house like I really need to and have on my very long to-do list. Can't keep cooking like I have been because just last night I made, oh so good smelling, strawberry cupcakes. I felt like a psych patient, wringing my hands trying to keep my hands, mouth and every other body part off of them. You know how crazy you can get when you have cravings, by the way. Anyway, I would icing one, then walk away. Icing another, then walk away. At least I got two dozen worth of walking away in for exercise. Still not enough. Patience, I know. I KNOW. But I don't have much. Lord help me.
Calmed myself eventually, and found a small fragment of patience yesterday. Decided to pull out my old manuscript of a novel I wrote five years ago. You know, thinking I'd get myself back into something I really enjoyed. Something I would do that would not require further injury to my butt. However....and you knew there would be a however, as I started reading it, I got so into the story that I couldn't work on revisions. The whole D, A, M as in Mary, N as in Nancy reason I walked away from that so many years ago!
So now what am I supposed to do. Because I just don't know!
All I know is that I have way too much time on my hands and I need to find some frigg... How the heck is that spelled anyway, or pronounced for that matter. So many different versions of it, frickin', friggin' (which I suppose is the less offensive version), freakin' or what. I don't know, so that one I won't use.
So what have I realized today? Well, I'll tell ya.
One day I will die, most likely with the same size Boom Boom Pow, Be donk e donk, little-in-the-middle-but-she's-got-much-back, as I have now, no matter how hard I work at it. And long after I'm dead and buried my great grandkids, one of whom will be an editor at Harper Collins or some big house like that, will find my manuscript, edit it, and I'll be the next big DEAD thing.
What a dream...
As Always, thanks for stopping by.
About Me
- wendywrites
- I'm a mother of four gals-ages 7 to 23. I live in Maryland and work as an ER nurse. Of course, in my perfect world, I'd be a published writer. So I decided to start a blog. I know that as a writer I should write every day and the intention is always there, but sometimes when I sit down, nervously galloping my fingers across my bottom lip, I fear that if what I put on paper today will be horrible, or worst yet-the very last words to ever be found floundering around in my little peanut brain. I take a deep breath and dive in-crashing head first into the bright white of the one dimensional paper embedded into the computer screen. Words spill from my cracked head like the white of an egg and I wonder where the good parts are-in the thick, creamy yolk , or the naked, exposed white. And this, my readers, is who I am.
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